newnitro2020
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Thank you for that I really needed to hear this stuff because I went through a lot of hell for about 10 days. I had a guy that I once looked up to as a Elder about the same age as my father he looks like in his YouTube videos and he turned on me because I asked him how was I getting the Nitro tuning thing because you seen the video but he couldn't articulate to me how I was getting it. He just said I was getting it but I wanted to know in detail.dude, ponder this. There are enough habitable worlds in this universe for each of use to have at least two or more all to ourselves (that would be a little boring after a while thought). Why the hell did we all end up in one silly world? We can see other's crap with significant clarity yet we are able to weave complicated webs of deceit around our own problems and deficiencies so we can keep them. Why? I think the point is to TOLERATE others and let them be who they are without affecting your path and direction (not easy, sometimes very hard). We are social creatures and gravitate towards each other for company and survival. This is good, otherwise we would not be learning (not that we learn all that quickly as a race). We are also seeking to rule the physical universe and selfishly get ours often at the expense of others. Fairness is an inert condition for humans, but we need to develop it and stay the course. We are here to work out our deficiencies. Take a deep breath and know that ALL is where it's supposed to be, that's just the way it is. Accept it, make the best of it, be grateful you can feel the pain and seek to understand it. Understanding makes it all clear and peaceful within you. It will all come in time, patience. Yes, human beings are not always pleasant to say the least and at times out right devious and evil to say the most. I think the trick is to identify the ass-holes as soon as possible. Recognizing that they too belong here also and are growing too. But perhaps not at the same level as you. And maybe better to stay away from them at the start. Do listen to elders that you feel are trust worthy and wise around you, that's why they are there. Sending you all the white energy I can muster up. GOOD LUCK bro, your are not alone and the results although not apparent are must worthy! Hang in there!
I was disappointed that Curtis Baker 65 turn against me. I never did nothing to that guy but try to be myself. You should look at the horse stuff he said. I know this has nothing to do with nobody or with you but this is an example of everything that you were saying as far as us humans.
We humans are the most abominable creatures on this Earth the things that we do and the animal kingdom is contrary to what we do.
The only way that we could be on Mother Nature's right hand of things is we all come together and be kind to one another. And I understand that everybody's way up understanding stuff and how they pick up stuff is different.
Just because I don't get up and do something right away does not mean I'm making excuses. And just because I don't think like most of the people shouldn't give nobody no excuse to leave someone in a way that they're left out when they ask for help on the post and don't get no response.
I know it's a lot of saying but this was the hell that I was describing and went through. I hope that there are people that are listening to your message that can what you're saying.
I was talking to my mother and asked what the hell is wrong with me. She told me it's not you it's them you're probably smarter than they are but I really don't like to consider myself as smarter than anyone. We are all here for a purpose and yes we are all different. But I never try to put myself as better than someone else. But she told me that you probably know more than what they do and they're probably insulted. And I laughed I said Mom how the hell can you get insulted over someone that is a complete beginner of something that he's asking the same people about.
Well the one thing my mom always taught me was to think positive and stay strong and if I would have said otherwise she would not even hear a word of it.
I know one thing and I hope and pray that Curtis will see this as far as learning. And anyone else that's out here that's that thinks the same way.
Never ever put what you do at what something has been going on and a community over someone else because somebody else that might come off odd. Could be more of a blessing in addition to your community and it'd be a great asset.
Listen I would never ever do half the s*** that he and others have done as far as just the abandonment.
I don't want to come off as keep mentioning his name in the way that I'm ranting about him. But there are people like him out here and that's why I'm using him as an example. To describe my points. Thank you for the message.
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